Alone Time

stayed up til 3am yesterday cos I wanted to celebrate.

With myself, of course. I'm an alone person.

Alone time is Good. Alone time is Important.

I like alone time.

so, I packed my room. the books and papers part. I even weighed them okay. 39 kg worth of junk that the karang guni man Should want. okay whatever. going to clear the wardrobe tmr. Will Throw 3/4 of "my" clothes. My is in " " because the clothes that's hung in there are not really mine since everybody dumps their old clothes or clothes they dont want in there. and everytime i come home with clothes, my dad WILL go,

Dad: WHY YOU BUY SOME MORE? YOU GOT 49 SHIRTS AND 76 JACKETS YOU NEED SO MANY FOR WHAT!

and then I'll explain again and again that not all are mine. like, in that bunch of 49 shirts, only what, 5 are mine. sigh.  SO, I'm gna clear it tmr then my Papa will have nothing to say Muahahahaha!

Sissy wants to watch a movie with me tmr. that means I have to clear the wardrobe by 1 cos she wants to meet at 3. Or, i could leave it to my mum and maids. WAHAHAHAHAHA!

I'm so free plus bored. it really feels weird not to have anything to study. like, this morning after I woke up, I started jabbering to my mother.

Me: MOTHER! I HAVE TO GO SHOPPING!

Dad: SHOP WHAT LA! YOU GOT 49 SHIRTS.. yada yada yada blah blah blah....

Mum: go and shop lor. I also never stop you.

Sis: GO WITH ME!

Me: YOU GOT A LOT OF MONEY HOR! anw, it feels weird that i'm not studying you know you know. Mummy bring me go donate blood! Mummy bring me out! Mummy take me shopping! Mummy I want to go Melbourne! Shanghai! I thought you say cruise?!

Mum: Your Father dont want. ANYWAY, I signed up chinese tuition for you alrd.

OMFG. thats exactly what she did.

SIGNED. ME. UP. FOR. CHINESE. TUITION.

its been FIVE months since I last touched chinese. I am Satisfied with what i got. and what exactly caused her to have this sudden, unfathomable urge to arrange tuition? because she watched how students talked on tv when they got interviewed.  just How Weird can my family get? I mean, Seriously.

We should all watch Paranormal Activity on Monday.

I Don't Want a Blackberry. Or a Blueberry. I don't like Berries. esp in cakes.

It's Over!

Hello World.

okay. its over. its finally, offficially over. my fate has been sealed. its done. Over. Period.

so, :

LaoShi: Ai ni yi bei zi. (eww)

MissN: Farewell!

MrChua: HAHAHAHAHAHA! BYEBYE!

MrsLeong: Thank You.

MrLee: Good riddance!

MoronTan: I've had enough of your bull, so goodbye!

MrsChua: Thank You!

MrsRaj: Good Luck with next year's 4/1. its okay, I understand...

okay, cant think straight now. I need to gather some people so we can go donate blood together.  so funn! and I need to get the book from my uncle and go buy More books. and I have to clear up my room. and I have to gym everyday. and I have to shop cos I have zero clothes.

and I want the chalet. I want to bbq and cook for everyone. it should be fun, so Let's not get Stressed over the chalet. I mean, how can you get Stressed over such Shitttt! am referring to You, @adaliaplease! Teehee!

Let's get rich, and buy our Parents homes in the South of France,

Let's get rich, and give Everybody nice sweaters and teach them how to dance.

Let's get rich, and build a house on a mountain,

Making Everybody look like ants, from way up there, You and I.

You and I.

this song played in my head like during all the papers. 

I had Viva la vida during english and Happy during Emath and This for all the other papers.

okay gna surf the web, follow Hollywood, watch jakp8 minus Jon cos he's nothing but a Famewhore cum Douchebag, and not sleep the whole night.

Yay!

oh and btw, i changed my email. to PearlFarts@gmail.com because my hotmail is screwed. its in the itouch format which is damn messy.

okay Chiao!

was just talking to Lisa about Sportsday.

Damn, it was Fun.

Sucker

I love today and I wish I could live the rest of my life like I lived today.

I love today because,

- I got to gym And tan. (but then i ordered coke halfway)

- I got to bank in money.

- I got to watch a movie.

- I got to shop.

okay. so now I'm really red but because I'm so weird, my skin won't peel and it won't hurt.  and according to @Airnerbell and @Aarella, i dont get brown, more like, radiant. idk?

and, omfg, I Hate Ah Bengs. they were goddamned noisy in the cinema. I swear, if it wasn't Sister's Keeper I was watching (because I was bawling and weeping half the time, together with AA ) I would have stood up and hurled Vulgarities at them. okay no I wouldn't but I'd just turn and go "STFU Fucking childish attention seekers" i swear. Losers.

so, i think i'm going to shop every single day from now onwards. and I Am Going to Get That Coat! I'm gna get it cos @Aarella and @adaliaplease said I shouldn't. Ha! okay no, I Need it, for one. And, I can afford it with My Own Money. not like I'm forcing my parents to spend 233 on Me right?

btw, I lost 300 grams today WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

its time to get back into my sexy-gorgeous-BOOMZ-babe shape!

want to dance with me?

I AM BACK

omg, i had so much to talk about. but i'm speechless now...

anw, the papers were okay.  but whatever. we'll see. in January. next year.

omg. THERE'S JUST SO MUCH I HAVE TO DO.

1) Donate Blood. ( i can cos i'm 16 alrd )

2) Gym Every Day. and tan. (go to a different gym each day)

3) buy Jeans. and Shirts. and Sweatshirts. and Pullovers. and more Jeans.

4) Shoes. (omfg i need shoes. like, NEED)

5) stay over at grandma's cos i miss her.

6) Read. i Need to read. i havent read Dan Brown's yet. and more Jodi Picoult please.

7) Go for the Bungee ride with whoever's up for it.

8) tie all my papers together and sell to Karang Guni. (i bet i can get at least 5 bucks from my load.)

9) write up a list for the friends i would invite to to dinner. (i will cry while doing this cos there're barely 5 people worthy of my treat)

10) buy a Journal.

CAUTION:

the following material contains the details of my thoughts, opinions and feelings. it may offend You if You're a holy one. YOU'VE BEEN WARNED. dont come up to me and talk to me like i've offended Your religion. Bitch.

So Go Away.

so anw, I just wanted to get this Straight. I do not mock Your religion. I just dont believe in it. and I don't see how I've offended You cos I've alrd said its Me and what I Think.

and I still think Hell would be better than Heaven. at least there'd be different stages to go through. Better to reign in Hell than to serve in Heaven. so when You die, You go up to heaven. and You meet God. and Your whole family. cos You all become angles when You die, right? You know cos You've been there, I'm sure. so then You meet Your ancestors and everyone. and then, God gives You one of the Must-Have items when Youre in heaven. sorta like You must have an MP3 on Earth.

God gives You a Harp!!!!  Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

so You play the Harp.

You play and You play and You play and You play and You play and You play and You play and You play and You play.

and You dont stop playing. and guess whats the best part. You get to play the harp with Your Family!

FOREVER. 

cos You dont die a second time, right? after You're in Heaven. Right? You know cos You've been to Heaven, right? and You know there's a Hell cos You've been there too! Cool.

White Christmas again this year~~~ Jealous?

I'm Sick of You.

500 days of Summer

i watched that show the day we graduated. i keep thinking about the whole story. omg, shouldn't have watched it right. i've been debating with myself anw, and i still dont know if its right. or wrong. ah well. anw, like i've told my friends, i think i have a gift. i can predict how the movie will end like, what will happen next, what the Woman's name was going to be omg!!! i KNEW it was Winter/Autum please. i'm so damn cool.

watch it, anw, if you want to know the Correct Pronunciation of IKEA. i mean, some of you insist its "E-Kay-Yah" right? and some, "E-Kia"

Graduation was a BLAST.  ha. so Not. the teachers ruined it. i mean, YOU bought the sparkling drinks for us. if you didn't want us to make a din, YOU SHOULD'VE THOUGHT ABOUT IT BEFORE. just like how you always remind us to think of the consequences 'fore we do anything. i still think its down right Ridiculous.

when WE had our tests/mid years, THE SEC THREES MADE ONE HELL OF A NOISE, singing Happy Birthday like nobody's business. AND NONE OF THE TEACHERS DID ANYTHING ABOUT IT. and now, here we are, TRYING to enjoy every moment of our LAST day in SCHOOL, damnit, and you say you're disappointed cos the noise we make just showed we dont care about our juniors?

I dont mean to be rude, but OF COURSE WE DON'T GIVE A DAMN.

omg, look at Sheryl.

Blame Me, Blame Me.

i'm Sorry btw, 4e2, afterall, i was the one who sprayed the juice all over you, the one who messed the whole place up.

that 2 minutes will be the BEST MEMORY i will have of you, screaming and dispersing like rodents.

Last year, on my birthday, i had to write a formal letter to MoronTan, to let me continue taking Amath; like i said, i'll never forget my 15th.

This year, on my birthday, i will have tuition in the morning, three gruelling hours, and then the rest of the time will be spent going crazy. i will never forget my 16th either.

i've never felt so excited in my life.

I love you just as much as I love you talking behind my Back, knowing fully that i'm aware. you can be that insensitive, huh. you make me sick. so, so sick. i wish you were different. because i love you; i love you just as much as i love Shini, Ruri, CY, Jessie, Arella, Charlene, Butty, Adalia, Anna~~ mind block. but honestly, you look down on me, admit it. it hurts, just so you know.

Have you ever felt so hurt and upset you just want to grab a pair of tweezers and pull the dicks out of every rapist in the world? and then sew a dead chicken's head there?

Well, I really feel like doing that now.